Of Course You Didn't.

Did you ever think this would happen?
Did you ever think we'd reduce to nothing?
Did you ever think you'd hurt me like this?
Did you ever think maybe it was your fault?
Of course you didn't.

Did you ever think you'd run from nothing just to say you were running from something?
Did you ever think you'd make me sick with regret?
Did you ever think your lies weren't actually protecting me?
Did you ever think to try honesty?
Of course you didn't.

Did you ever try to be somebody different?
Did you ever think you'd be in the grave before 25?
Did you ever believe a word you said to me?
Did you ever thank me for keeping you safe?
Of course you didn't.

Did you ever think what it felt like to be me?
Did you ever think what it felt like to be me?
Of course you didn't.

Did you ever think to ask forgiveness?
Did you ever think to apologize?
Did it ever occur to you to try remorse?
Did you ever really regret your depression?
Of course you didn't.

Did you ever admit that this was your fault?
Of course you didn't.
Of course you didn't.

Did you ever think you'd chase everyone away?
Did you ever think even I would become alienated?
Did you ever stop taking me for granted?
Did you ever think I'd have the balls to walk away?
Of course you didn't.

But you were always wrong.
Did you ever think about that?
Of course you didn't.